Life.

Indeed, real life sucks. And the only good life is the gaming life. In games, people can't physically hurt you, but in real life, you can be fucked up to death. Which sucks...seriously.

I don't know how other people do it. I really don't know what they're secret is. I've gotten desperate to the point that I can't even play games right. Well, if you must know why I'm in this kind of condition, it's because of her.

She NEVER replies to my text anymore. I don't even see her going to ICCS anymore. Am I that ugly? So ugly that girls can't even look at me, and would try to avoid me as much as possible. I suppose this is the reason why people commit suicides. I feel bad, will I never get her? Will I never be loved by the person I truly love the most? Damn it.

This is what I'm talking about, real life is so fucked up. I'm going back...